Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence

2011-02-21T11:51:00.000+08:00

Life is good (:
only if you let god lead you through.

The wait is over....

2011-01-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

The wait is over, it is really over...
so no matter how bad /good u did, don't dwell on the past
, think positive and move forward (:

When to catch a movie : A Better tomorrow with cecilia and marcos.
The movie was touching ! haha shed a tear when the younger brother
forgave the older brother for abandoning him.
In the end , the elder brother died becos he ran over to protect his brother!
haha great movies!
It is really a great scarifice for someone to died for the other.
Just like how jesus died on the cross for all our sins !(:

After the movie session, head back to school for lunch.
I felt so belonged when i walk around the school,
it is really AWESOME to see my fellow schoolmates and teachers once again
in school after 1-2 months.
While waiting for my results, Mr sim did a presentation on how well
each levels did, and apprently the express people did well .
Congrats to them but HEY spare a thought for NA people man!
hahah dun like it when they clap so loudly . xD

The best part is here...
My name APPEARED ON THE SCREEN for
being the top scorer of sec5 cohort (:
I was really shocked and at the same time, happiness overwhelmed me..
wanna thank all the teachers and friends for the effort they have putted in to teach me.
Most importantly, thank god for guiding me through this tough journey,
i believe he will guide and gave me strengthen throughout my Polytechnic
education too (:
All i need to do is to Trust in him.

GCE N level results 2009
ENG - B4
ART -B4
MATH -A1
CHINESE -A2
HUMANS- A2
SCIENCE -A2

GCE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS 2010
ENGLISH - C6
ART-C6
MATH-A2
CHINESE-A2
HUMANS-A2
SCIENCE-A2

haha see the similiarity?
my english and art = CANNOT MAKE IT.
although i 've put in much effort in english for 'O' level...
but i guess if i didn't work hard my english willl probably be D7
so, i'm happy with c6 !(:

what's next?
-decide on poly courses
-get a job (:

balloons!

2011-01-03T10:43:00.002+08:00

Treat balloons as ur troubles,Let it go and start new.

2011-01-03T10:33:00.002+08:00

Went to church after recieving my edsave scholarship award yesterday.
I really thank god that i am able to obtain the award to lighten my mom's burden.
now, i just woke up (:
Stayed over at sixian's aunt hus (:
Enjoy skyping with churchmates alot!
breakfast is on the way!
Let me blog about my new year resolution for 2011!
-Get good O level result
-get into the poly course i desire
-Be a better CG leader
-Get rid of my temper/bad habits
-be a better friend/daughter
-find ways to improve as a drummer/work hard
-Be able to do and accomplish something i always wanted-PLAYING NETBALL AT HIGHER LEVEL.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS!
-or maybe find my BF HAHA

Refresh yourself (:

2011-01-03T10:19:00.002+08:00

This is my first post in 2011 ~~!
I Shall recall what happen on 31 dec 2010 -1 jan2011
We had an sleepover at jinchi's house ,
Thank to his mom we had a place to gather ,bond and countdown together
but apprently, we missed the countdown ...CUI!
We watched Kpop music award,ate chips and played game (:
I was being moody at the middle part,shred some tears ...
That will be the first and the last time i use
vuglarities.
Was super disappointed at myself cos i use f*** in the first day of JAN 2011 due to
some misunderstanding.
Jinchi, Thanks for showing me another way out,Instead of saying that 2011 will be a bad year
cos of how i started it but He said: Why not see it this way,You've poured out everything at the start of the year instead of storing it all inside.so it is a good start (:
So i encourage everyone here, not to give way to anger but remb a wise man keeps it cool while fool let it all go. (:
Let start our year with a smile and cry it all out if you want!
slept around 5-6am ..
woke up hoping to watch sunrise but it was to no avail. ):
My first meal of the year was awesome (:
His mum cooked for us haha i had 2 servings of porridge..
Sang KTV,Played mahjiong (although it isn't chinese new year too ),
Watched HOUSE OF WAX!
There isn't much story plot but the disgusting part made it an exciting one
hahah all the slashing and cutting of FINGER NAIL!
OH MOOO!
esp the main actress who's mouth was superglued....Eeee haha
yup that's how my 31jan and 1jan passed (:
Thank god for everything !

it was abondon but never too late to retrieve back!

2010-08-09T01:30:00.003+08:00

Haha cool title up there right?
It has been months since i blogged,i guess facebook and twitter had won me over but now i'm back to blogging! Perhaps i'm just too Bored..
Hmmm...Life has been great ,despite having lessons till 4.30pm everyday(most)
which is suffocating.
Nevertheless, with this year 5as, BEST BATCH EVER school life is
always enjoyable and exciting.
5A's 10 is one of the most fun loveable batch!
I can't wait to graduate from peirce but i can't bear to leave them!!
They are like the stars that shines through my life,all of them will be in my sweetest memory ever. (:
Altough Preparing for O's is stressful and hard, life still goes on so i believe,
constant hardworks will pay off sooner or later (:
so REMAIN PESSIMISTIC everyone!
Collecting chinese 0'lvl results soon !!
hopefully i can get a A2 or A1 if possible xD well, i shall look forward to it...
Oh it is SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SG!
gonna watch fireworks with some 5A's ppl ((:
GOODBYE~

HEALTH RETREAT!

2010-06-05T21:55:00.001+08:00

I went for the health retreat camp and it was : AWESOME.
1-2 weeks before the actual date of the camp, Suzanne ,cecilia and me are anticipating for it
and i'm happy to say, IT IS WORTH THE WAIT!
I shall start from the very first day of the camp.
Reached school, was a little disappointed as we're splited into groups
with people who we do not know but...now, I MISS MY GROUP!
we're called the cereals! Thanks to zhe-wen, our group
bonded well (: He's our cereal box and in it, we have oatmeal(ME),honey-star(Zheng liang),coco krunch(Feng ling),frosties(Maple) and jolene.
Although we're a small group, we enjoyed being with each other, playing as a TEAM (which zhe wen stress on it) and that is why CEREALS are the BEST!
4th june
-Treasure hunt.
-rollar blading!!
-Beep test !!!
-Exciting Activites (bottle relay,h20 cheer etc..)
-Shopping @Tp for nuitrients food.
-research ,Many more.. ((:
The best was beep test& blading ! It is my very first time trying on skates and i fell down 8times!but i feel great being able to roll and move on the skates quite smoothly.The more you fall, the more you learn and what's impt is to Stand up everytime you fall?agree?
The beep test was fantestic , i shall try and train till i achieve level 6 and above! it is a very good test on your speed and stamina , without any one of it, you won't survive long.
5th june
-Aerobics BOXING!
-pizza and juice making
-Interhouse game (scissors paper stone, frisbee, floor ball and captain's ball)
-many more....
Aerobics Boxing is absouletly fun (: try and you will know!
The instructor's arms are so well build!Envy her very much....
scissors paper stone is just a simple game but with your group that's
so enthusiatic and supportive, Nothing beats that!

The night was a once in a lifetime thing (:
slept with YAU!CECILIA AND SUZANNE!etc....
i'll never forget that night (:
but the duration of the camp is just too short! ):
how i wish it is a 3days camp!Haha but nevetheless it was a
well organised camp i guess everyone enjoyed it and YES I DID.
What i've truly learned is , not think negatively and everything will
turn out fine or infact GREAT if you just stop whinning,complaining but start
adapting it and join in the fun.
People say, you're what you eat
i say, what you think or how you feel play a part of the outcome. (:
so Think (not just think but act) POSITIVELY and it wouldn't
be as bad.
HEALTH RETREAT <3
It is my first camp in 2010
My LAST year in peirce'2010
and with this camp,
It is BEST year in 2010. (:
END.

2010-05-25T14:24:00.001+08:00

On Culture:

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it." (p.42)

* * *

"People are only mean when they're threatened, and that's what our culture does...And when you get threatened, you start looking out only for yourself. You start making money a god. It is all part of this culture." (p.42)

On Tension of Opposites:

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else." (p.40)

* * *

"A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle." (p.40)

On Love:

"Love wins. Love always wins." (p.40)

* * *

"Love each other or die." (p.163)

On Forgiveness:

"Forgive yourself before you die. Then forgive others." (p.164)

* * *

"We...need to forgive ourselves...For all the things we didn't do. All the things we should have done. You can't get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened." (p.166)

On Getting Meaning into Life:

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning." (p.43)

On Most Important Thing in Life:

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in." (p.52)

On Trust:

"...if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too--even when you're in the dark." (p.61)

On Friendship:

"...we've had thirty-five years of friendship. You don't need speech or hearing to feel that." (p.71)

On Death and Ambition:

"...the truth is...if you accept that you can die at any time--then you might not be as ambitious as you are." (p.83)

On Family:

"The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family." (p.91)

* * *

"If you don't have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don't have much at all. Love is so supremely important." (p.91)

On Having Children:

"There is no experience like having children...If you want the experience of having complete responsibility for another human being, and to learn to love and bond in the deepest way, then you should have children." (p.93)

On Material Things:

"Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent." (p.103)

* * *

"You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship." (p.125)

On Emotions:

"If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid." (p.104)

On Dying and Living:

"When you learn how to die, you learn how to live." (p.104)

* * *

"Don't let go too soon but, but don't hang on too long." (p.162)

On Being a Child:

"We all know how to be a child. It's inside all of us. For me, it's just remembering how to enjoy it." (p.116)

On Youth:

"...I know what a misery being young can be, so don't tell me it's so great." (p.117)

* * *

"...in addition to all the miseries, the young are not wise. They have very little understanding about life." (p.118)

On Aging:

"Aging is ot just decay...It's growth." (p.118)

* * *

"If you're always battling against getting older, you're always going to be unhappy, because it will happen anyhow." (p.118,119)

* * *

"You have to find what's good and true and beautiful in your life as it is now. Looking back makes you competitive. And, age is not a competitive issue." (p.120)

* * *

"How can I be envious of where you are--when I've been there myself." (p.121)

On Money and Power:

"Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness." (p.125)

On Status and Showing Off:

"...if you're trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They will look down on you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone." (p.127)

On Immortality:

"...love is how you stay alive, even after you are gone." (p.133)

On Marriage:

"I've learned this much about marriage. You get tested. You find out who you are, who the other person is, and how you accommodate or don't." (p.149)

* * *

"...there are a few rules I know to be true about love and marriage: If you don't respect the other person, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you don't know how to compromise, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you can't talk openly about what goes on between you, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. And if you don't have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. Your values must be alike." (p.149)

* * *

"I think marriage is a very important thing to do, and you're missing a hell of a lot if you don't try it." (p.149)

On Shortsightedness:

"...no matter where you live, the biggest defect we human beings have is our shortsightedness. We don't see what we could be. We should be looking at our potential, stretching ourselves into everything we can be come." (p.156)

On Needing Others:

"In the beginning of life, when we were infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me, you need others to survive, right? But here's the secret: in between, we need others as well." (p.157)

On Being Number Two:

"What's wrong with being number two?" (p.159)

On the Important Questions:

"As I see it, they have to do with love, responsibility, spirituality, awareness." (p.175)

On Death :

"Death ends a life, not a relationship." (p.174)

On Relationships:

"There is no formula to relationships. They have to be negotiated in loving ways, with room for both parties, what they want and what they need, what they can do and what their life is like." (p.177,178)

-Mitch Albom

6 more days.

2010-05-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

It is excatly, more days to chinese 'O' level paper.
Having being disappinted in myself for the prelim 1 results,
i shall not look back and regret but move forward.
Was devasted when i know my chinese results although it was under my
expectation but i guess every disappointment, ever failure is another
lesson learnt.
From every disappointment, failure, quarrell you 'd been through,
there's always a lesson for everyone to learn.
I hope i can do well for the upcoming one, 31 MAY 2010.
I hope i will be screaming instead of running to the toliet when the results is being released.
WORKHARDCOLLEEN!

Been reading a book called tuesdays with morrie,
it is a awesome book!

Last forever>impossible, Last longer?>possible.

2010-05-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

AGREE with the title?
Yeah in life, there are many growing stages, people around you will get closer today,but drift away the next day.
But SWEET MEMORIES ARE UNFORGETTABLE!
The sweets times spent with dearest peers will last forever, in my brain!
I'm really glad and thankful to have them in my life(:
You know who you're haah (:

HOW I WISH EXAMINATIONS WILL NOT LAST AT ALL )x
English,Chinses,Mathp paper 1 ,Ss,Chemistry Down!
many many more to go!
I can't believeee i'm actually taking O' level standard paper.
And i guess i'm doing fine (:
Cann't wait for my chinese results !(:
the rest was not bad, still managable (:
Thank god his words never fails to spur me on.
Remember what you're doing is for god' glory
so do it with him !
I GOT NO GOOD IDEA FOR MY ART );
WINGSWINGSWINGS! please give me some creative ideas!
didn't study at all today!
SHIOCK ! went swimming and chilling out at Lyn may's house!
IT WAS INDEED A GREAT TIME SPEND WITH THEM!
but after taking a break off, I shoud go back to reality and
START WORKING HARD AGAIN!
所谓：休息是为了走跟长远的路所以我必须加把劲才行！！

Ever ever after?

2010-05-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i ponder if such things is true "Happy Ever Ever after"
I really doubt so , in this world.
People changes, it is just a matter of times.
Is either you drift away from someone and hence it changes
or something causes that someone to change.
It is kind of disheartening when you realise,
a friendship tat had been there for years is vanished.
Into the thin air.No matter how hard one tries, it will still be to no avail.
Because after awhile you just can't retur back to as it was.
You can't possiblilty change the time back to as it was but
it is either you forget about it(which is impossible) or try to stick with it ,
accept the change and MOVE ON.
Whatever happens, there's always Pros and Cons,
It is either the pros weights a higher weightage or otherwise ,It's all about
perception.
It's changing ! EVERYONE, EVERYTHING.
but i can't do anything but stick to the place, & the people there .....
Sometimes you can't change the way things are gg even if you wish you could.
what is the most important is to change the way u look at things?

mess.

2010-04-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

What can be worst than having a cold war
with family members?
Everyday i come back home ,is like another war starting.
I can't stand her and it is really
diffcult for us not to fight once we start opening
our mouth.~~So frustrating.
I hope i have better slibings.
One that deserves the repect,one that is caring all the times.
My mum's so pissed off because i didn't take my dinner when she has already cooked.
But it is not that i don't wanna eat!! My damnit sister say cook your own rice if you want ,otherwise just eat the dishes alone.(with that kind of pissed off attitude).
So i just ate bread...she came back and i declare the war : Has Started.
omgomg.Sometimes i wonder why i can't control myself from
arguing with people.I wish there's something to control us,
like when we feel like scolding people,venting anger,we can simple press the
STOP button, this would much prevent any conflict from arising!

PRELIM'S COMING and i guess i'm still not working hard enough ...!!!
Had engish oral just now...Bad..But yes,I still managed to pass (:

imissnetballers!Imisscoach/everythingrelatedtoit.
imissthetimespentduringtraining):
I hope everything can pause for awhile and we can take a deep breathe/rest.
I think I'm ruining my life );
ARGH,messed up life.

Be joyful in all circumstances.

2010-04-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hey, this is my 600th post!(:
Yeah thankfully this is a happy post (:
Having dinner with Mrs yau,Ger,cecilia,heejin,j,j,felix,isabeland lynmay was awesome !!!!
Although i 'm kinda of "Extra" there but i enjoyed being extra haaha!! jkjk.
Thanks for the great time everyone , it makes my day!
Although i was feeling low nowadays ,i realised that
staying joyful is still a better choice than to stay in the darkness.
Thanks Mr lee for treating me macdonalds and also mrs yau ((:
Went for javelin and shortputt (:
FUN! haha and headed for netball training at the last part .
SMILE AND THE WORLD WILL SMILE AT YOU!

N-E-T-B-A-L-L

2010-04-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

Great day! (:
School was as usual , mrs low didn't come! hahaha FREE AND EASY!
Had netball match today((:
I would probably miss playing netball in peirce !
All the fun /laughter during trainings.
Play against jurongvile today!
It was quite a tough one i guess.
At first we were leading ! From the back hahaha
than it was a draw during 2 quarter and yeah
Thankfully we were leading From the front during the
3rd and 4th quarter (: hahaha
If we win tmrw's match we will probably be fighting for 2nd placing ,
hopefully we can get medals!
At least these 5 years are not in a waste if we have that 1 pathetic medal hahaha.
Went dinner with coach ,tengjiao,sera,xlaura @ pizzahut!
TANSIYIN NEVER COME! hahah she's sick!! WEAK WEAK WEAK haha
enjoyed dinner besides the fact that we 're being served badly!
THAT WAITRESS!
we were happily chatting hence dragged the time to order food and
she came by and said: are you all ready to order?
We were like not yet not yet and she said : So you all need 30min or 1hour?
I was like Laughing with out sensing that irony and after 2seconds i was like
not funny at all -.-
I HATE BAD SERVICE FROM WAITRESS hahaha
spoil my mood!! hahah but nvm next time go again disturb her haha.
COACH SAY WE'RE SO FEIRCE SCOLDING OUR JUNIORS !
haha laura we should do some self reflection Heeheee but
still Not really our fault hahhaha cos ......it is natural reaction to get frustrated
when players on court are not performing mah heehee
but nevertheless,great job girls !
19-13 peirce -jurongvile
tmrw will be the last match!!
MEMORIES.
GO PEIRCE NETBALL.prove to those PPL in peirce who look down on us hahaha
esp !! hmpf! shan't say here hahah.

Does true friendship really exist? );
I hope i can patch this up with her....i really hope.

Don't stop ,believing!

2010-04-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!
Yesterday was Good Friday!
I had a Good day (:
Chalet was alright ,quite fun i guess hahaha
Watch Clash of the titians with churchmates (:
I was so affected by the movie as usual hahah
wanted to name my son as the god's name lol.
Last thursday,
Peirce netball WON the match against christ church secondary (:
I was so glad we won because
this means that we got the chance to get medals hahahaha
JIAYOU EVERYONE.
2 more games let's play it well and end it off.
Well, i guess after the 2 games it would be my last time
playing netball with Peirceans and yes LAST time we
can play on court tgt,B div.
SO let's treasure it and play like a team (:
Just wanna to say sorry if i'm always shouting at u guys, but
you know i dun mean it yeah haha but
i enjoy playing with you guys (:
Van,Jolene,Jingling,Dayna,Sera,Ofure,Laura,Teojin,Mengdi,Hae na, Hannah.
DO YOUR BEST GUYS!
if not netball will close down XD HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Randoms

2010-03-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

Time With God.(TWG)

2010-03-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

Yeah, TWG stands for time with god.
When you spend ur time with god, He will make the most out of it. (:
1440min how much of it are u willing to give him?
This is what i learned from the my quiet time tis week.
It feels GREAT to rebuild my relationship with god once again .

Anyway ,School has been awesome !
Start of term 2.
I guess the pace would be much faster than term 1 as 'O's are getting nearer and
nearer each day!
I shall buck up asap hahaha.
Cross country was great!Thankfully, i didn't have stiches
or any pain during the run (:
Looking forward to Netball match tmrw (:
Hopefully we won't get trashed and If miracle happen,
we might be able to claim victory !
Some key players injured themselves and i wonder if we can make it ....Hais...
END.

Holidays!

2010-03-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

YEAH . HOLIDAYS . YEAH!
It spoil the meaning of holidays if we're loaded with homework
but I guess my holiday isn't spoiled at all cos....
I've been PLAYING! Haha.
Monday -Friday i'm like out everyday!
When out with DANAH and ESTHER
on wednesday to tanjong pagar (:
Met up with Micky (: after searching 1.5hr looking for
Mr bean shop!But it is worth it cause i haven't seen him
for months! Heeheee.
As usual, he's super duper busy but hey being busy is better than doin nothing!
Glad to be able to catch up with him(:
Went JUST ACIA for dinneeerrr. That place rocks la
i love that resturant ALOT! free flow of ice cream and drinks! no service charge!
Going out with esther and Danah is enjoyable!
As always yeah! <3
CLASS CHALET & WILDWILDWET WAS AWESOME TOO.
GYM is my favourite place to hang out next (:

Great start of march holiday!

2010-03-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

Woke up @ 10.30am!
It feels great without having to press/stop the alarm clock at 6.25am!
Haha i swear, next time when i open a school, School will start at 10am instead of 7.20am!
Hahas.
Slack + do some maths question in the morning till
1pm!
LUNCH OUT @ swensens!
It was a great lunchout with LAO SHI !<3 TengJiao and Laura!
Saw sera yusheng etc there with ms poon as well (:
Teachers should go out with student more often Hahaha!
Thank Laoshi (mdm lee) for the treat!
I enjoyed dining tgt with you!(: and of cos Laura/Tj.
she's a super nice and hilirious teacher on earth!
we went late (or she was early) and saw her marking composition there!
Omg isn't she adorable!marking compo @ resturant hahaha.
nice chatting over lunch!Next time we shall treat her!
Plan was to STUDY after lunch but Thanks to
2 LAZY PIGS, we ended up cabbing down to amk hub!
That taxi driver!!I WANT TO KILL HIM.
I sat infront (as usual) and there it goes :
Driver : Hi.
Me: Hi?-.-
Driver: you got money ah?
Me: eh,,,yes eh no no.why?
Driver: you got money anot?
me: No,i very poor de.
Driver: NO MONEY THAN BUTTON SEAT BELT LA
hahahaha damn it right! but it was damn funny!
went hub to play arcade and slack @ MoF.
met up with zy olie and headed to sera hus for MAHJIONG! (:
played and ate pizza ,finally home!
Took cab back home and the driver is super funny too!
lazy to type out the coversation hahaha okay...
Tmrw..Study?!?GYM?!?
Boring holiday ):
CAN' WAIT FOR SCH TO START
AND NETBALL TRAINING AND MATCHES!
I DUN WANT TO STEP DOWN!
I LOVE NETBALL TRAININGS ! (:

PEIRCE NETBALLERS 2010 (:

2010-03-16T00:08:00.001+08:00

2010-03-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

-Separated- );

2010-03-07T13:49:00.002+08:00

In life,
We will be bonded here and sooner or later we will be separated again.
Let's talk about Primary school life.
We will make friends from the school u're in,
and after 6 years, we will be separated and only handful
will stay in contact but mostly, people will lose contact and hence the
bonded relatioinship will be drifted apart as we proceed on with secondary education.
Than again in secondary school,
make new friends again and it will last only about 4 years and
again be difted apart after our Os and Ns.
Same thing repeat in JC life/ Poly life.
There may be sadness in between there will be something you can't
bear to leave or someone you can't bear to leave but whatever it is,
LIFE GOES ON.
It was my last day working @ Hua Li Xuan yesteryday.
I can't believe i have worked there for 6months and there
goes my first job ):
IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE WORKING THERE!
although there maybe some conflict during work,
there maybe disagreement with one another ,negative comments here and there,
But nonetheless,It was an good experience!
I've learned alot.Learn to be paitent with people around and
tolerate those kind of ''Customer ''.
and also learning how to communicate well with customers.
What's most impt is the people I've been working with!
They are awesome, we, joke/play/talk rubbish around of cos,
working together with them is my honour!
Some chef will be going back to china ,some have other plans ):
I guess i won't be able to see them again.
I will definally miss the time with them!Like splashing water on them in the kitchen,
like stealing food from them and etc etc!

Thanks everyone !

Jiali,meiyi,damien,esther,isaiah,weishi,Qianyun,All the chef,quiping.

and Micky of cos!

You guys will be dearly missed by me!

Adding on,SLACKING I THE TOLIET IS THE BEST right peeps? (:

Don't know whether i should work at Mr bean @ 4.70 per hr. HMMM...

i wonder wonder wonder.

TODAY.

-BEACH NETBALL! (;

-VISIT HLX

-DINNER WITH MISS KHAI AND SOME GIRLS

Pain.

2010-03-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

Went for school as usual (:
I haven't be absent since the start of the year till now!
POWER?haha yes!
Anyway, had 2 lesson followed by
the futher studies seminar.
Dream + Transformation = Reality
Dare to dream is the first step! (:
We, the gradutating classes attended talks from presented by
NgeeAnn poly and Yjc.
It makes me wonder if i 'm suitable for Jc /poly but
i Prefer Jc though Haha but it is tough to get in.
If i dun wanna go university, where can i go?
work?
oh whatever it is, Now the biggest obstacles is 'O'level! ):
DIFFCULT?yes i think .
Went for dental appointment.
PAIN PAIN PAIN!slept immediately when i reached home,
couldn't stand the pain so i decided to sleep and it cures (:
But after you wake up,It starts to hurt again! ):
URGH.

Sour sweet bitter spicy(In chinese) = LIFE?

2010-03-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

-Monday-
A start of the week (:
It is always good to start something new (:
But relationship is another issue.
Once a long friendship is broken by either one or both,
It is very hard,extremely hard or impossible to have that
close relationship in the past.
What's in the past is in the past,We move on.
Either we move slow or fast what's most impt is :
You do not stop moving ! (:
Didn't go church on sunday but instead, went for a swim (:
Was a great swim but I guess i felt a little guilty for not gg church
but ohwell.....Who's there to encourage and strengthen my
spritual health?No one. Although i'm a Cell leader but
sometimes Cell leader also need the care & concern of ppl in church etc.
But none i've recieved oh well
,sometimes you just have to stand up by yourself!
Do u believe people will change?
One can be your best friend but as we drift away,
we can even be strangers.
But you're left with no choice but to change and stay independent if you
don't adept to the changes.
My point is people changes but you have the choice of changing your thoughts to (+) instead of grumbling.
Common test is over.
Results are all revealing out...Whether is to ur expectation or not,
Accept the fact,face the music and we work harder!
A little fall is nothing but stepping stone to ur success!Frankly speaking,
i didn't work hard at all for this 1term ca,but only for physics ,chinese and art?I guess .
This whole week is quite packed but
next coming week it would most probably be hectic as
Netball challenge league is starting and of cos X-country (:
Train train train.
The harder you TRAIN, the TOUGHER you get.
I do not wish to get my humanities results back at all ):

Once you made a mistake,
it is very hard to mend it or try to overcome it
but we 're often left with no choice other than
accepting it!

Life is full of Ups and Down.

2010-02-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

This few days, disputes,misunderstanding happened.
Although it is unhappy issues but there is always
something to learn from a mistake/problem.
Sometimes, you have to think twice/thrice before
making a decisions.
Don't ever let your dissatisfication or hatred control your actions.
Problems are always arising but
They are there to make us grow.
I'm thankful that , that little incident wake me up.
It is very illogical to do something on purpose just because you're
unhappy with someone.Besides, who benefits at the end?
It is a lose-lose situation.
I'm glad i have Good friends in my class
to cheer me up (:
Would like to say to most 5a2 girls ,
You guys are the little sparks in my life,shining through (:
Thanks mrs yau& Laoshi for the advices/encouragement too.
.
PRESS ON.
Nothing in the world an take the place of Persistence.

Beautiful moments :^)

2010-02-27T12:25:00.006+08:00

'Lao Shi'

Mdm Yeong (:

Celebrating J.J's birthday @ pizzahut.

Swensens lunch out (:

Chinese New Year "2010"

x < 17 years of friendship.

2010-02-07T21:22:00.003+08:00

17 years or less of friendship....
it has been runied by me.
It was actually alright but
everytime i see her either chatting happily or busy
doing something i can't be bothered although i needed her to chat with etc,
But it is not her fault to be talking with
other people , i know.
But yet when she's free , i Don't know how to face her
i don't even dare to say hi to her.
I don't know why but
i can't stop thinking about how close we were the past few years.
Whenever i'm lonely or just
standing around alone ,i will look our for her hoping that she will talk to be but
she's always busy ):
I'm not a fantestic friend i admit but
i know she's my most impt friend.
But yet when i see her i wouldn't dare to talk to her.):
Perharps, without or with me around make no differences to you
cause you are always filled with friends around you.
Okay i think i'm jealous?or i just want our relationship to be back as close
or closer (to be positive) like we were last few years.
It has been 3-4 days that we didn't really talk.
We did, but it is just some surface issue.
I think i'm a coward.I want the relationship but
yet my actions dont show that.
I want to talk to her heart to heart but i Don't dare.
I will think of negative thoughts when i see her being with groups
of guys or whatever.
I don't know why we will become like this,But 80% is becaise of me....
but i really don't feel that she cares for me when i'm
sad or having some problems.
maybe she duno how/what happen to be that's why but
don't she sense smthg is wrong when i just leave
without saying anything?
I don't expect any improvement on ur friendship cos
i dunno what to do and i dun think i can mend it.
now what i can do is ...............I dunno i really don't.
I hope she read this at least tolet her know.
Sometimes i wish she can be more agressive and scold
me straight in the face telling me how she feel and etc.
i ...........don't know what to do...someone tell me....

2010-02-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

My week was great so far (:
So far so good (:
Monday-TAF&Match
Tuesday-TAF
Wed -Gym + swimming
Thurs-Training + TAF
Friday-P.e + TAF
haha cool anot?
This is like health and fitness week!
but i like it!!excersing 5 times a week!haha i shall maintain it!
Go gym after swimming was awesome!
I want to get tanner!
It is so nice to have vey tanned skin tone (:
haha.
came back after work 1hour ago.
Work was alright (:
but someone was giving a black face -.- haha
but nvm i am not concerned haha.
tmrw-CIP & HIStory (church event). (:
I'm the leader for that event! nearly fainted hahaha
dunno who appointed me...but nvm
first time, so give it a try bah.
If you try, you might succeed but if you dun try you will ever succeed.
"Failure is not an accident, you either set it up or you don't"

2010-02-03T19:53:00.003+08:00

Today's mood : ''_''
Had chinese test today-formal letter
it was alright i guess (: i finished it on time!
Had netball match against guang yang on monday,
we lost.but
this was what we deserve or it serves me right.
I gave up on the second quarter.
Played GA during the thired quater!!!
SHOOTER LE!! My dream came through hahaha
but it was shattered dream haha
didn't know being a shooter is so stressful!
I caught quite a handful of ball in the goal circle ,tried to shoot
but none went in!! ):
Yeahyeah i know this is quite dumb but hey it is my first time right
I accept comments but hey
sometimes it is hurting when ur closer friend says something nasty to u .
But nevermind, it is over, we move on.
went gym after swimming 1 hour @ bishan stadium today!
Great workout!
Lost 2kg whooohoowoooo
i shall target to lose 5 kg or more!Yeah.
It is not because of that someone than i don't wanna to go
i'm still considering but that doesn't mean i'm childish!):
I hope we will never quarrell about minor things again.
I admit i'm too over in argueing cos it is
50% truth that i dun feel like gg becos of someone but
not 100% mahhhh lalalala
but i really hope we can stop quarrelling over minor stuff
and major stuff?Don't quarrell at all hahaha
but yeah i'm finding fault to defend at times.....ohwell
human nature?Ok i shouldn't find excuses but yeah
i'm sorry?but yeah don't have to reprimand meeee
so directly..or i should learn to accept (:
END!

FAT =TAF= TOUGH

2010-01-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

Haha the title is a little -.- right hahaha
school was alright today (:
Especially NETBALL TRAINING!
SO FUN with-out HUIZHEN hahahahahha!!!
i think she will kill me when she read this haha!
had math test today =matrics...
hmmm i guess it went well haha but
i took so long to write the statements which
dragged my time but thankfully,
i managed to finish it just on time.
Had english test also-informal letter
seeeee all the tests coming up like tsunami!
hahahaha
but i can still take that tsunami!
chemistry-acid base and salts should just be extinct!haha
so diffcult man.
when to eat dinner with the usuals but treasured one
HAHAHAH
except for lAURA :X hahaha (not my friend)
went home and mum forced me to eat again );
cos i didn't inform her not to cook for me tonight urgh,
FATS ARE ROLLING IN AGAIN !!
I think health and fitness club /TAF club is so fun
hahaha like free training hahaha i like!
i'm overweight by 123457987653 KG
ahaha shall not degrade myself here hahahaha
lost 0.5kg this week hahah but i think
i gained back already -.- but having 2 dinner!!?!?!?!?
I SHAN'T EAT DINNER TMRW! setset!
hahaha going for a swim on sun hopefully (:
GOAWAYFATS!

WHY WHY WHY ?

2010-01-27T20:36:00.003+08:00

School was alright today,lesson ended at 1.15pm but
it seems to be very draggy hahaha Maybe i was
too excited for the netball match!
but .......
DEVASTING!URGH.
we played against 2 schools,
Serangoon garden and bendeemer.
lose lose lose and lose!
I can' stand it anymore!
serangoon one was 15-6
today's score was 8-6
mailto:like@#$%^&^%$# right?
We can win but ...yet?
I really tried not to giving up defending and giving all my best
but WHY!?
why can't the 6players do the same?
I'm not blaming them ,ya netball is a team sport
and i know 1 person won't make a difference in the game.
so i really wonder when can the whole team
try their best and have tat fighting spirit in every quater,every min of the game.
We were leading at first and i was hoping
to get back to school and tell ALL OF THEM THAT
PEIRCE NETBALL WON A MATCH.
Cause it seems as though the whole school looked down
on us as we ALWAYS LOSE.or i should phrase it this way :
PEIRCE NETBALL NEVER ONCE WIN.
My heart sanked when i see shooters not trying their best to catch the
ball or to catch the rebound andwhatsoever.....
this kind of feeling is worst that scoring 0/100 for test which you've studied.
i find no point to defend any ball... i mean
who will not be dishearten when u play and give ur best,yet
ur team mates just dropped/miss the shot ?
ohwell,
next game is against guangyang and
st marget .
it is either we win 1 out of 4 ,which is a great improvement already
or we MAINTAIN our standard of LOSING ALL MATCHES...
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I REALLY WANT TO WIN JUST 1
I will play and defend every ball but i wish everyone does the same as well!!!
OHMAN! this feeling sucks! ):

Hectic Life.2010

2010-01-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

Okie,this is the third week of 2010 and it has been
quite packed for me.
Studies.
I didn't know secondary 5 /O' level year is this stressful,
or am'i giving myself stress?
Hahahs anyway, almost everyday you will have homework to do
and self revison is much needed.
But it is still manageable (: Thankfully.
Cca- NETBALL.
Compeition is coming up,2 more days!
1'st match is against Guang Yang.
I hope peirce netball can stop the trend of LOSING
and start WINNING or closing the match score.
I hope.But nevertheless, we shall fight till the end alright
peirce netball team! (:
-.- like talking to myself haha
Church.
Group outing was great!
Nebo! (: i enjoyed the time being there
with my fellow grp-care members!
i hope they don't find it boring (;
and i still doubt if i can led the grp well
especially for the sharing part during shao nian xiang tai!!!
Most probably, i would have nothing to say la ):
Like no input,,,,
didn't attend church service yesterday,was kinda of guilty
cos i stayed home to finish off my hmwk instead of gg to worship him ):
and yes as what micky say, we have the freedom to choose
but make ur choice that will hnour god (:

CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN AS U CAN SEE!(:
sick of the old one alr.....
The end.

New year ,New life!

2010-01-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Two-zero-one-zero.
My 2010 is gonna to be tough.
Full of challenges ahead ):
-Worried if i can be a good cell leader
-Ultimate 'O' level
-Doubting if i can Improve on Drums/Bass
-Relationship issues (God, friends,family,work!?)
Oh man looking at those above,
I have totally like 0% of confident in myself whether i can go through
it ....
But i have 100% in god ,knowing hat he will lead us through!
The day before first day of school was horrendous.urgh.
Something happened.Regarding work.
When somone intends to sin (steal/dishonest act) he /she will have to face the punishment
sooner or later but
when someone Don't intend to sin ,
not knowing that he/she is actually doing something wrong will have to face a heavier punishment.
At least if you intend to sin, you will feel guilty but when you dun even know
you're doing something wrong, that's when you feel stupid,guilty,ashamed,and you just wish time could rewind and someone/yourself could sense something wrong in the first place.
urgh.It too late to regret so let us just move forward holding god's hands and know that
how people see you doesn't matter at all cos what matter most is
how god see us!He knows us best!
Sometimes,being too negatively minded just SUCKS!
how i wish could implant LOTS OF '+' in my pessimistic brain of mine.
School starts tomorrow~
(:
);
-.-
^^
~.~
+.....+
((((((((;
which one do you prefer?

2009-12-19T02:14:00.001+08:00

'N' level results!

2009-12-19T02:07:00.002+08:00

Yep! 2hours ago which is 18 dec,
4Na got back their results!
Our sch Na pupils did pretty well!
CLAPS!!**
100% Passes for english
Approx 96% passes for maths
Aprox 80.2% being able to be promoted!
Not bad yeah
Mr sim says it is above national standards haha
Top scorer DUN HUA!congrats to him with 10points EMB3
i got 11!haha not bad eh
but my art got B4 ): No idea why haha
English got b4! better than getting C5 haha the rest
,i'm satisfied (: THANK GOD!
i think my grade would drop in 2010 haha
cos it is 'O'ss!! hahah can't be bothered to worry for next year xD
Can't wait to play NETBALL!
k ending here (:

GO SINGAPORE (jean ng)

2009-12-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

NATIONS CUP IS COOL!
Northern ireland players are damn pretty!
They all have good-looking and Noleen is superTall!
Hahah but I still support Jean!!hahaha,
watch it with laura (: as always!buddybuddy.
Today was match between singapore and canada, lost 30-45
Canada is quite strong so cannot blame them hahaha .
The end.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2009-11-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

BEAUTIFUL CARDS! PRESENTS!!

My oreo cake ! DELICIOUS!

Egg with cherry .
from Lao Pa

SALMON HOTPLATE!shiok!

MY CAKE!

My birthday this year was great!

I guess it is the best ever (:

A BIG 'thank you' to everyone who had wished me and gave me something,
You guys are like little stars who brighthen up my life!

Thanks for the celebration FWB...but jw why u mia ):

Thanks for the Nike bottle and socks!

I'm really happy on this year 23nov!

Thanks HLX fusion staff for the bear!

Without you guys ,

my birthday will just be a date on a calender with out any meaning.

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

Although i sprained my leg while playing basketball yesterday,

like super suay when you injured urself on ur birthday haha

but thankfully i still can walk and work today!(:

Give thanks in all circumstances yeah.

T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U

Learning to survive aloneliness

2009-11-14T09:25:00.002+08:00

I'm going to Bali today @ 230pm.
Excited for it but got this sour feeling inside me...
Fwbians are finally free but yet i'm going away, not being able to
hang out with them is like such a waste..hais but nvm
i will come back soon!
8 days very fast one(hopefully).
Will also miss people @ my work place!
Will miss chatting during work ,miss being called Xiao Mei Mei there
Haha although i dun like hahaha.
I'm super excited to be on the plane!
Wonder what it will be like ...will it be cold?i can see clouds floating leh!
cool anot?..haha.
I 'm afraid i will be bored though ):
going to airport alone );
others have their family members to send them there while me?
Nothing all alone...Haais...
Ohwells,what m'i fearing when god's with me?haha yeah!
k shall end here,,,
BYE FRIENDS,
miss you all!

nothing

2009-11-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog ...
nice song and nice show (momo love) yeah.
LIFE....hais....

2009-11-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

exhausted

2009-11-05T11:52:00.003+08:00

tired but it is fine [;
my feets are as hard as stone after work last night.
Had trng in the morning and rushed to work.
Training was -.- >.> =.= AND *.*?
Hahas started trng at only 845 when it was supposely 8am
Peirce netball is like getting from bad to worst
Hais....
Volleyball got 17 holiday trng ,NETBALL?
HA!gracious 6 trainings and i doubt it is going to be a
effective one xD
but hopefully it is yeah.
Bussiness was bad over at my work place ....
Hardly any customer coming in ....while other restaurant still have
acceptable no. of customer .I wonder why...
maybe you think no customer i can slack more but
time pass SUPER SLOW without things to do haha.
k i shall end here.
not tat excited for bali trip ......dunno why

LIFE

2009-11-01T23:01:00.004+08:00

Love
I have to work
Friends
Education/excerise

Haha ok above was Some random rantings
when i think about my life in conclusion. (not really for the first one).
Haha but after 'N's i've nth much to do other than going out to
excerise and work.
Working kinda of seperates me from churchmates or is it just my thoughts?
Worst of all,Maybe I don't mind not attending tuan qi?
ohwell after quite a while not gg for tuanqi these thoughts come naturally though.
Sometimes i feel like just being a church attender than serving .
DRUMS has kinda of become a stranger to me when you didn't even touch
the sticks for 1-3months and you dun even have the courage to play it
and what's more thinking of gg up on stage right?
hahas but aiya....KIV...-.-
in every stiuation be it good or bad
it always seems to have problems here and there either minor or major.

Like when you're a work,
You will see boss being biased and you will feel being picked on gradually.

When you're stuyding
Sums and words seems foreign to you like you never seen it before.

When you're enjoying your time with friends,
When time files and holidays are going to end, the bitter and sour feeling comes and tears flow etc....

Haha ok i'm extremely random here.-.-
Don't feel like going bali ):
My fren's O's ends around the period when i'm gone and i can't have fun and spend time with them until 21nov which is damn long .):
I 'm afraid i won't be participating so spontanously like others and this will definatly feel awful.
I'm afraid i will be bored and there 's limited topics to talk to my partner etc...
But i'm excited to be on the plane and some events there.that's all.

Watched Love happens and This is it! (:

2009-10-22T18:17:00.002+08:00

So far this week was not bad [:
-Monday-
forgotten what i did-.-
Hahas i guess i went swimming...

--TUESDAY--
BACK TO SCHOOL!to help out with
the post exams activity!That mrs yau, so bad forgotten abt our
sandwich!
Umpiring the game for 1hr+ keep shouting la
those sec1 butts are so heavy hahaha can't walk fast!
was kinda of tired after the whole thing but well it was
worthwhile cos i get to see MRS YAU! haha
Mdm yeong and mr lee too (:
Talent time was not as good as the previous one haha esp
the bands x)
Went arnd looking for Yau but she went missing so laura and I
left ):
she wanted to meet us for lunch !!!!!!!!!
ARGH should have waited for her!
All LAURA fault, HAHAHA that's why mrs low failed to find her too x)
FAIR FAIR! hahahaha
I wonder when netball trainings starts!Volleyball trainings has already STARTED!
haishais...tsk..tsk..

WED--
Work!Burnt of hand while serving Hot plate ):
Was like shaking when i was serving ....
Thank fully the soup and all didn't drop~.~
ohwell lucky the big boss OFF! xD so he dun know hahaha.

-TODAY-
Bored!

Money seems to be everything ):

2009-10-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

This is my 567th post, Nice number yeah...

Sunday
---------
Woke up at 11am! It was way too late to rush for sunday school ..Hahaha
it ends at 11am in fact...i should be feeling quilty though.heehee.
After that went for lunch @ amk and headed to jinchi's hus.
His ''temp'' house is superb! Nice and Neat (:
I should stay there instead hahahaha .
I can't wait for Jingwen,Eugene and Yihui to finish their O's and
WHOOO we can
C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-E!
&
P-L-A-Y!
ALL THE BEST GUYS!

----------------------------------
Why can i have a Money printer !?!?!
or Money tree!?
i'm worried ):
I do not think i will enjoy the bali trip with
INSUFFICIENT /NO money to shop and buy gifts.
I need $ to buy contacts !
I need $ to top up my ezlink card.
I need $ to eat out
and in conclusion, I REALLY NEED MONEY!
OHMAN!
i dunno what i will to do get those $ ):
i hope by working and will only get paid $5.50 per hr ,
it will be enough for all that! ):

pictures of you ; pictures of me

2009-10-16T10:57:00.002+08:00

2009-10-16T10:53:00.000+08:00

Memories <3

2009-10-16T10:46:00.003+08:00

Memories <3

2009-10-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

I really miss school ;
disturbing friends & teachers (esp leehockjoo) ;
mixing around with juniors ;
I miss SEC 4 BATCH NETBALLERS! ;
It had been so SO long since i met MISS KHAI,MRS YAU,MDM YEONG AND FOONG!
haha and i MISS MY WHOLE CLASS OF 4A3 ! <3

WORKING ^^

2009-10-13T20:11:00.002+08:00

WORKING Kills your leg !
Haha First day was alright (:
I know how to serve,bill,do up setting etc... (:
But i can't seems to host and introduce the menu
to ppl ):
and i can't take order!!! terrible!
Taking order is so hard and talking to customer/stranger
is really a BIGGEST weak point of mine!arghargh!
but i hope i can learn how to do it
sooner or later(;
4 hours is not bad (;
I think those full timer can really die after working there
ahaha cos ur leg will be supe tired standing up for 11hours!
hahaha 4 hours can tired out my leg what abt 11hours hahah!!!
this week had to wrk 4 days !
quiet a no. of days but nvm hahahaha i shall PERSEVERE!
lol.Ger and laura came (: thanks man.
end!

2009-10-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

hey (:
SMILE !
Sending
Message :
I
Love
Everybody
................................

ok that was random.Anyway,
Today is the first day, first week of holiday (:
Went sch to give ms khai passport ,there are only lower sec pupils
there like super market hahaha
after than went gym/swimming !
ran 2.4km @ 14:04min damn lousy haha
bet was 13min + haha deproved like 1 min+
cannot make it hhahah but nvm i shall ran /execerise more!
Applied for job as waitress and guess what?
TMRW WILL BE MY FIRST WORKING DAY!
OHMANGOD,I WILL BE SUPER NERVOUS!
imagine me saying :Hi, would you like to take a look at our menu?
there are Hot plate,la mian etc etc
ohman!I can't believe i'm gg to work tmrw!
weishi won't be there!! ):
the ppl there will teach me but i .....think i can't...argh ):
WORRIED /NERVOUS/SCARED.
i can't imagine what tmrw may be and what will happen @ work!
ok nvm!!!pray pray pray (:
sry guys, will go sentosa with you all next time!!
surly there will be a chance (:

I wonder what will happen tmrw @ work ........

new life experience-JOB!

2009-10-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

YoyoYoyo,
N's are offiicially over (:
haha actually it is alr over on thursday.
Anyway, went for a movie : FAME
it was not that nice actually...hais..
i thought i will be fascinatng haha but no.
Went for a job interview today!
it is like my very first time going for a job interview!
it wasn't as scary as i thought bah...
thankfully after waiting 1hr+ to be interviewed,
i got the job! (:
It is a resturant at bugis iluma shopping centre where
weishi work there as well (:
cool right?and weishi will be teaching me how to serve customer
and stuff (:
excited!hahah but i scared i won't be able to adapt and do the job well haha.
alright shall end here.

2009-10-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

2009-10-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

what if a 'friend'/schoolmate of yours don't really like you,
what would you do?
I know you can't force one person to like you
but is there anything you can do to improve the situation?
or you should be angry abt it ,and dislike them as well?
or you should just ignore them?
what if ,
One day you realised that the person who seems to be nice to you (like just a nice friend to you)
but in actual fact they do not even like you.
how will you feel?
'人活着不是为了要讨人的喜悦'

2009-10-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

Nothing else but 4A3 <3

2009-10-06T19:59:00.001+08:00

Treasure everything you have!

2009-10-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah i got this sudden urge to blog today! (:
Been a while since i've came online.Been struggling
with tons of notes , formulaes and stuff!
I'm like a piece of paper stacked by notes and more notes!
Ha but dun worry! ONE MORE MATH PAPER 2
AND THIS IS IT!
Whether you're going to continue sec5 or not, 17 dec you will know!
Quite excited to know that results even though it isnt over yet hahaha
But not so bad i guess (:
SUPER STRESS BUT SOON WE CAN ENJOY GUYS!

and yes!TREASURE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE!
something like 'SHI QU LE CAI HUI ZHEN XI'
Last friday, miss khai did video/slides for 4A3!
Super touching!we, 4a3 have been through thick and thin tgt!
All the shouting, all the scolding , all the fun and laughter,all the outings that we go will be deeply stored in my memory!it has been a GREAT JOY being a part
of the class especially with such a WONDERFUL FORM TEACHER!
Never in my life i feel so 'INTO' a class (:
THANKS MISS KHAI for the note you gave!
You're the first teacher who wrote letter to me!!!!
How i wish 2009 will never end!
and best if we can restart it! surely class outing won't be just majority guys gg
but REALLY WHOLE CLASS!
4a3 is the best! nothing else but the best with such a nice and kind FORM TEACHER!
Even thoug our class is always known as the worst
in adecamic but HEY WE'RE LIKE THE MOST UNITED CLASS!
WHOOWOOOWOOO!
<3 4A3

end.

untitled. (x

2009-09-27T18:07:00.002+08:00

cool title yeah.-.- alright ....
it was kinda of awkward without going to church
or meeting my churchmates on sunday.
Kinda of miss them (:
When to miss khai house to makan and etcetc
Liping,ger,hannah,sharen,sili ,rina and me went there early (:
i prefer the few of us hahah cos not so noisy haha
yeah was not bad yeah haha
they should only restrict it to 4a3 haha!
but nvm la other class ppl came as well.
the food was nice (: Thanks miss khai!
left earlier cos very tired haha.
1 more week to 'n' level! argh! shag must work harder than before
or in fact work as hard as u can !!
ohman ! i think i need motivation like everyday!
haha.
ok shall end here.
My art prep is screwed up!!!!!!

2009-09-24T20:36:00.001+08:00

Counting down days are like building up stress.

2009-09-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

Greetings people!(whoever who read my blog) [:
6 more school days to More EXCITING 'N' paper!
you have like less than 1 week to ask /clear all our doubts.
But apprently, i am still on my whole feet haha althought
i should be on my toes haha.Understand what i mean?Haha!
yeahyeah i haven't been revising hard man,
Just briefly study through each subject! ):
My art!!! bit and pieces there! AGRH suddenly i feel so
useless.Can't even draw a Spinning top!):
To people out there, if any art student ask you abt your drawing
please kindly say comments that won't affect his/her moral because
it sucks when SomeOne say: 'Don't even look like that picture you're drawing
or worst, Art student should know how to draw!'
Ohwell everytime when i start drawing my art stuff i will think of what
SHE had said!ARGH!!!
Today school was alright like the usual stuff lor Just that i skipped
math remedial hahah wanted to go but i have to wait in sch for 1++hr before
the start of @hr paper! might as well go somewhere else and
self study xD haha!ok that's what i did though (:
JASMINE PHUA AND ADELINE = Interesting people!!
yeah.
Mr Lee Hock Joo asked shuey to call me!!
I was dumb enuff to pick up la! haha
Only fridus and shuey was in his class @ 2.30 pm haha
imagine the no. of peole who were late and who escaped too haha
Math teachers should ask our opnion why we decide to skip x)
Hahah i dun mind going but aiya nevermind la (: 1 time only haha
That Germaine! ANYHOW HER! like than come school , don't like
than absent xD hahah!
OHHHHMAN DAYS are like WIND (speed of air) which is Super fast
once it has passed, it is gone.
Treasure your time people x)
All teachers says Time is preious! (: indeed it is haha!
ok THE END.

LIFE -is a big word.

2009-09-20T18:26:00.001+08:00

Quiet time Yesterday duing tuanqi was great.
it has been decades ever since i have really
settle my heart down in this NOISY world.
Many voices are being heard/unheard every now and then
it is like the world being filled with noises
and everyone seems to be talking/screaming/crying etc etc
but who's listening?
Rest assure, God is listening (:
i don't know why but i felt lousy today.
I feel like a peice of tissue being left in lurch/dump in the rubbish.
Oh worship seems bettter with the absence of drummer.
I think it is better without it though x(
Sometimes, things are just the way it is , You have to learn to
accept it and if you don't do that, you're at a disadvantage.
Suddenly i feel that between churchmates and schoolmates
there isn't much comparsion to made.
Hmmmm just that they're christian.Ok i'm failure as a christian as well.
I wonder if it makes any different Without / with you going to church....
Suddenly i wonder if me being 'Future group leader' is a good choice
Like why me?urgh but i know we must trust god and all that ...
Ohwell.!
--------------EMPTY-----------------------------------------
is what i'm now or what i'm feeling.

As days goes by.....

2009-09-17T19:00:00.003+08:00

As the clocks ticks, every hours passes and it seems so fast.
One day after another, i wonder if i know what i'm studying.
ohwell ANYWAY,
We got our 'N' level art topic 2 days ago, oh well
i haven't thought of much ideas ):
My topic is : Revolving
any ideas people?Haha i need help!!!!!like seriously!!
i find it so diffcult to draw!
i shall find an artist and bribe him :D
haha. School has been alright.but BORING.
Been doing self revision during free periods haha
which is boring -.-! arghgh!
SCIENCES ARE SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!):
HISTORY AND ART IS TRYING TO KILL ME TOO!
haha i still prefer MATH (: haha!
ok yeah JIE MEI HUI ):
I'M GOING TO RUIN IT cos i'm the incharge ):
the one who's incapable of being the overall incharge!
argh sry if jie mei hui isn't as well done as di xiong hui.
byeeeeeee

2009-09-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

AMAZINGLY amazing race [:

2009-09-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today TuanQI programme was Amazing race (:
It was Fun. Indeed it didn't disappoint me and yeah
anticipating it it worthwhile!
My group , CARING
reached first! at the first pit stop haha but last at
the last pit stop! Not bad right! haahha
''YOU DOU YOU WEI''
and we 're first in that TIE UR LEG AND GET RED MARKS race!
haha didn't regret going for it although i was disapointed in the groupings
last night haha!
I'M NOOB IN TOWN AREA!
haha like where is this is what is that!
haha jingwen you should give me some infomation and
drag me more to town area la!
and yes! i'm lu chi! :D
but we got HUI NI! power power!(:
2 more weeks to JIE MEI HUI! haha dunno if i can do it well );
10-20 more days to
MORE 'N' Level papers! haha AND YES
OVER! (: haha
shall end here [:

2009-09-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

stupid library xD

2009-09-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

2009-09-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

yeah BREAK from papers but more to come );
PRESS ON PEOPLE!(;

nice song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i558PnQhFa4
Karina - Can't Find The Words

'N' levels (: WheeeeeeeeeeWheee~

2009-09-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hahah It doesn't seems SUPER serious to me man haha.
it just like prelims but just that the paper are different.
Ha! Had chinese paper just now(:
i guess it wasn't too bad yeah
Thankfully i had time completing the essays [:
yeah i prefer prelim man hahah cos
people would make noises here and there but
i guess for the real 'N' level make sound = DIE!
hahaha yeah...
I DISLIKE MY SEAT! My table's condition is lousy!
SHAKING TABLES!
hahah if you move the table will go left / right irritating man!!
I wanna CHANGE! haha but can't i guess.
MRS YAU CAME TO THE HALL [:
She gave out the question paper to chinese people and
GUESS WHAT?
She said : 'All the best colleen' and Pet my back!HAHAH!
i will never forget that moment :D not wash my back haha
ANYWAY.
i guess you must be wondering 'N' LEVELS still got time to blog
hahaha GERMAINE PHUA LA! xD
but anyway i'm on facebook too hahah so no difference ;D
I WENT FOR A HAIR CUT! after studying /Wasting time in
tp foodcourt with olivia and gang.
SUPER hilirious with her around! and
THAT LAURA WONG siao come and mark my essay than wirte
L3 hahah she think she is MS WONG but the uglier WONG before
Adrina wong ha!.
yeah i shall end here!

When there's a WILL there's a WAY. [:

2009-09-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

aSchool was not bad today.
I shall say : I HAD THE BEST ENGLISH LESSON EVER!
haha maybe the whole class agrees xD
because mrs yau came to our class to go through
eng paper 2 with us! Ha for once i hope paper 2 had more passages to do so she will have to
go through longer :D
ok i'm so crazy about her hahaha!
Today was like the most fulfilling english lesson i ever had this year.
Well....i think a teacher would not be able to teach a class
that she/he thinks that the class is hopeless.
we would be able to learn MORE if we have other teacher :X
anyway , We got back our report slip.
my conduct : EXCELLENT xD
first time i get that la haha normally is good or fair haha!
My sciences and combine humanites dropped but isn't that bad
from a1 to b4 for sciences and A1 to b3 for comb humans.):
kinda of disappointed at first but
GUESS WHAT!!?!
i was greatly astound when i saw a B4 for english on the slip
instead of 50-53 haha!
It is like an great acheivement for me to get B4 for english!
I thought i would get C5 AS ALWAYS !
but WOAH!(: not bad[:
It would be awesome if i can use those results for prelim 2 as 'N' level!
than there will be worries already!
hais, but what's required in life isn't that easy yeah.
My chinese got 74 ! 1more mark to a1 xD but nvm..haha
although my sci and comb humans dropped,
Both languages Improved (:
art maintained [:
yeah ALL THE BEST 4A3!
Press on and don't relinquish easily!

i need to concentrate!

2009-09-02T15:19:00.002+08:00

Argh....'N' level is coming!
less than 5 days to chinese paper,ss,english.
Oh Man! i can't believe this is for real!
no more prelims no more common test but
that's the actual one...
i can't study la gosh...i will think of facebook and viwawa
when i start reading notes! haha
that's why i'm blogging now xD
i really wonder will i go if i did badly for my 'N' ..s
where will i be and what am i going to do?
argh!
WORRIES........

2009-08-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

2009-08-31T21:03:00.002+08:00

Happpieeee teaacchhuurrr'sss ddeeyyyy to all teachers (:
Shafiq,J.J, and felix (: Well done for the performance we putted up .
I guess it was alright yeah but i was too soft i guess haha
but i was whacking the toms and crash up there la.
haha wrote cards for all teachers who taught me haha
but didn't write for mrs poh :X nth to say to her la like
what thanks for giving us Sweets etc etc and saying that you have given up hope on us?
lol.
anyway yeah
The concert was great i guess .
The video was hilirious (:
our band members were super nervous la
my hands were virating while hitting the ride cymbals.
Ha.after that went studying at library-amk.
the end.
FATS GO AWAY! I got the feeling that i'm getting fatter and fatter
haha should work out soon!!!
ok the end (:

be HAPPY and SMILE ALWAYS!

2009-08-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

Another week of school yeah?I would rather Many weeks of normal lesson

than having only 2 weeks of normal lesson and here comes

'N' LEVEL EXAMINATION

No more PRELIMSSS No more Mid Years This is the ACTUAL one

Gosh.I shouldn't be so worried about it and in order not to worry

about it is to STUDY HARD HARD HARD

YEAH! GO COLLEEN! haha i should movtivate myself! {:

school was alright I was bored actually.....being quiet isn't suitable for me

like seriously.When i'm quiet, i always think of negative stuff and hence starting

to get emotional .Argh.

i should have a clone of mine and she would be able to accompany me whereever i go

and listen to my woes/craps.

ohwell.There isn't any so.....rather than talking and feeling extra i rather keep quiet.

haha Why am saying negative things?!

I should be HAPPY and SMILE ALWAYS!

yeah got back chinese results for p1 and p2! and art[:

I was shocked by the scores though (: not forgetting to give thanks because

He is the one who gives you Knowledge and power (:

left english maths and chemistry but must always tell myself

not to be discouraged by little setbacks and Depend on the one who strengthen me

and study /strive even Harder (:

'yi shan hai you bi yi shan gao'

so, you must work all the way unless you got 100% for your papers yeah!

went training today haha

xLaura is really mad hahah.She woke up immediately and went to sch straight away she

knew HuiSian was there!

yes FIONA <3>

she's like always there to accompany me ! (:

after that SLACKING trng, xD went Tp's Kfc

to study with FIONA SIM PEI JUN.

we saw a grandmum opp us who is so CUTE and aw a protrait of her! haha!

we were like adding black spots and frankles all over! Super hilirious!

were laughing all along ha! and suddenly there was this grp

of guys who went 'BURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP'

I WAS ONCE AGAIN BURST OUT LAUGHING!

ha! there were liike ' Eh funny eh!' hahah

than began commenting on your legs resting on the chair.

Fiona's eyes RROLLS and STARES haha while i was LAUGHING la.

ok yeah anyway studying outside home isn't boring at all but

you would waste time on travelling and getting to focus yeah

haha but nevermind (:

Ok i shall end here.

i wish i could have a friend of the opp sex to talk to.

WEEKENDS IS LIKE TOTALLY LOVED!

2009-08-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

Yeah Hi people . I'm blogging again haha Stupid germaine,keep saying

i don't blog hahaha is shall blog often !! (:

my weekends was Great (:

Praise and worship was wonderful whereby you really

sing to him alone (:

CAPTAIN'S BALL WAS GREAT!

i was screaming like here and there! High pitch and Low pitch!

totally high hahaha it was really fun to have

your brothers and sister in christ gathering tgt!TUANQI!

yup after that went Jamming

J.j totally GILA! shafiq also GILA.felix also!

haha i'm like the NORMAL one !

ok sunday was great too went library with qinyi

haha i was bored therefore drew a DUCK! that i saw in the book!

hahah!NICE RIGHT! xD

ok SCHOOL TMRW (: looking forward to it!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

LIFE IS GREAT-with god

2009-08-21T16:29:00.004+08:00

Hey People Out there!
SMILE, and LOOK on the bright side of life! [:
School was GREAT today! yeah
How i wish i'll always be student haha!
teachers will talk/gossip about students and students will
talk/gossip about teachers! haha like all the funny stuffs (:
Alright, Today i went to school at 6AM in the MORNING
Can you imagine being the 1'st student to reach school when it is still dark and when
you have to walk through bishan park in order to get to front gate when back gate is locked?
especially during this month !Haha! but nevermind I'M B.R.A.V.E! haha Bravo!
lol yeah i had to go early to get my shirt i left in the toliet last evening :D
funny eh!yeah
but time FILES like ALWAYS and lessons resumes (:

Got back results (:
i shall start POSITIVELY!
i got 47/60 for CHINESE P2

HoooooOOOray! Huang lao shi say i should get 50/60 haha
i was like "Lao shi Yao Zhi Zu Chang Le' hahah
means you must be satisfied with what you have and be Happy haha!
than Physics i got 12/20 for MCQ!!
22/30 for paper 2 (: not bad eh paper 2 haha
SCIENCES SHOULDN'T HAVE MUTILPLE CHOICE haha
I got LOTS of careless mistake la!
than added up got 32/50 haha
was kinda of disappointed cos i got 40/50 for prelim 1 (:
oh well it is ok man! (:
and my SS i got 31/50~
ANYHOW! my source base pulled me down man! got 20/25 for essays
and 11/25 for SBQ!

JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP

haha ! do no know what happened to it hahaha
but nevermind Must Look AT THE BIRGHT SIDE
which is, THE SIDE WITH LIGHT! -.-
ok yeah after sch went Tp with lm,hannah,shermane and laura (;
Chatting and etc etc was great at starbucks haha
Thanks to the lasting heavy rain haha
I bet Hannah nearly fainted waiting for it to stop in order to get home fast
haah but lynmay best eh!Do Amaths suddenly hahah!
yeah SCHOOL <33
school mates! (((:
COLLEEN ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

MRS YAU <3333333333
HAHAHA!!
NETBALL! <<<<<<<<<<<3333333333333

OK anyhow!! hahah
THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

2009-08-20T10:17:00.001+08:00

Up up and Away!

2009-08-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hey people out there! I'M SO HAPPY !
Finally Prelim ENDED like after papers and papers
you can really faint hahaha,
But again, after prelim the REAL 'N'
REAL AND ACTUAL 'n' Level are round the conner ):
Scared scared ): But I shan't talk about studies now!
WHEEEE BEING FREE IS A RELIEF!
Having a break after prelim is heavenly!
My last paper was History (; Not bad eh wrote faster fro history than social studies (:
Overall my prelim was alright i think i gave only 7/10 of effort though
hahaha shall give 10/10 for 'n' level xD
but for now! RELAX RELAX!
Went to watch this show with XIANSI! haha
It is a nice show (; Watched in 3D and Sixian, You're totally fascinated by it la
hahaha! spent $10 fro the ticket ):
'XIN TONG' is like 3/4 of my savings hahahah but
nvm it is worth it though (:
shall watch 'xia dao xiao' Someday hahaha provided i got $ (:
ok I'M GOING FOR NETBALL TRAINING TMRW!
WHEEEEEEEEEEE IS LIKE THE MOST
INTERESTING THING EVER! My stamina dropped like How germany's
ecomic dropped during weimar govt era hahaha!!Great depression 29oct!
haha see the notes are still in my brain hahaha no bad yeahh
haha.
OK face book., I'M COMING! (:

Stress keeps you going (:

2009-08-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hey PEEPS! it has been awhile since i've blogged!
I should like BLOCK jinchi from tagging la!haha!
Prelims had started 3 days ago (:
English , chinese, social studies and math paper 1 Down!
more to come ))):
Physics, chemistry, art, math paper 2 ,history!
Can't wait for prelims to be over and
see my results hahah whether is it bad or good,
Improve or deprove tremendously, I shall Look at the BRIGHT SIDE!
Hahah if there is any bright side out there ....
sing with me! " Always look on the bright side of life....."
yeah yeah well..
I THINK
i will pass my english (: I THINK.
math and ss was alright today ...
Screwed up the source base a little......but nvm...
my essays not bad haha
Thankfully my memory isn't decreasing like i thought haha
Random though but It is popping out!!
:
MR LEE HOCK JOO'S SHOULD JUST REMAIN SLIENT!
He's the CPE, chief presiding examiner what ever that is,
he's very noisy haha you will listen to his 'voice' on and off when you're
doing your paper haha any paper !
damn funny, today his mic went bonkers haha when he talk it like Rapping!
cause the mic went on and off !
should just off his mic eh! xD
no la he isn't that bad just very DEHHHH haha
don't know what to describle...yeah..
anyway ,
my preliminary art preparation work is progressing haha!
YEAH i drawn the third piece today but it is all black and white....-.-
dunno if i should colour..oh well
and yes monday having chem and physics ..
Kinda of worried these subjects ):
i think i will only score c5 or b4 if not, worse come to worse,
fail haha ok
''i should not admit defeat before going to 'war'!''
haha Self= motivation...!I need People to Motivate me!!

terrible.
went pepper lunch with Laura! QUACK! shermane HUA! liping APPLE! and lynmay MONEY!
xDDDD
than home sweet home.. (:
ok shall end here!

2009-07-31T22:20:00.001+08:00

today was fine at first but was horrible in the evening during
remedials.hais.....
my mood was on and off as well ): but i think being ): is alright (:
ok bye..

2009-07-29T00:37:00.002+08:00

Quiz from lyynmay's blog haha
All of the 14 people must do this quiz.
unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the names of 14 people you can think of the top of your head.
Then answer the questions. (In no particular order.)
1. Mrs YAU!
2. Laura wong
3. Mdm foong
4. Hui Zhen!
5. Lyn may
6. Elisa
7. Rebecca
8. Shermane
9. Germaine
10. Hakiim
11. Sili
12. Li ping
13. Shafiq
14. jordan

1. How did you get to meet 7? (rebecca)
Church!We met since 7 years old and it is not ending here! <3

2. What would you do if you and 13 didn't meet? (Shafiq)
Hmmm i wouldn't be able to play instruments with him

3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (liping & mrs yau)
Haha!I will be SUPER jealous and snatch mrs yau away from liping! xD

4. Have you seen 14 cried? (jordan)
No.

5. Do you think 4 and 11 make a good couple? (huizhen & sili)
Haha No.they would be lasbian if they are couple.

.6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (sili)
haha Yes!Maybe!At times!haha

7. What is 2 favourite colour? (laura wong)
Purple!Only purple!boring person xD

.8. When was the last time you talked to 9?(germaine)
Morning-afternoon during school hours.

What language does 8 speak? (shermane)
English,chinese mixing dialects. haha

10. Who is 13 going out with? (shafiq)
Hmmm friends of his.?

11. What grade is 12 in?(liping)
Secondary 4 ! same as me!

12. Would you ever date 10? (hakiim)
Hahah MAYBE!I will be super honoured!but Hannah will kill me!

13. Where does 5 live? (lyn may)
Shrang-ri-la walk

14. What is the best thing about 3?(mdm foong)
She's so CUTE and HOT! CARING AND NICE!<33

15. What would you want to tell 10 now?(hakiim)
That his MUSCLES ARE HUGE! and i want it!haha

16. What is the best thing about 8? (shermane)
Super funny ,slow and cheerful (:

.17. Have you kissed 5?(lyn may)
Haha No.she will freak out if i were to do so haha.

18. What was the best memories with 7? (rebecca)
Spending hours talking to each other on phone,in person!It is always the best time when i spent my time with her!haha

19. When is the last time you are going to see 6? (elisa)
last month i guess.But i will always see her till she dies !TOUCH WOOD.

20. How is 14 and 12 different?(jordan & liping)
Girl,guy?very different haha.

21. Is 6 pretty? (elisa)
YES!she's my IDOL!PRETTIEST MAN!haha

22. What was your first impression of 11? (sili)
Ah lian!!!!

23. How did you meet 5?(lyn may)
School (: FATE FATE HAHAHAH!

24. Is 1 your best friend? (mrs yau)
YES YES YES! YAU IS MY BEST FRIEND BEST TEACHER BEST IN EVERY ASPECTS!
hahahahahahahahaha!

25. Do you hate 12? (liping)
No why would i hate my part time wife?!?haha

26. Have you seen 4 the last month? (huizhen)
YES!I MUST SEE HER EVERY DAY if not i can't live!hahahahha

27.When, what the last time you said to 3? (mdm foong)
yesterday!&Thank you!

28. Have you been to 5's house? (lyn may)
Yes, It is big and nice !with workout items and wii!

.29. When is the next time you re going to see 10? (hakiim)
afterwards!!!

30. Are you close with 13? (shafiq)
Not bad (: Classmates!-friends!

31. Have you been to the movies with 4 before? (huizhen)
YES! drag me to hell!she's SUPERR timid

32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (shermane)
Hmmm...No i guess (:

33. Would you give 1 a hug? (mrs yau)
YES!I WOULD HUG HER AND NEVER LET HER GO!hahaha!

34. When have you lied to 3? (mdm foong)
Noo!I can't bear to.i will die if i do so hahaha!!!

35. Is 1 good with socializing? (mrs yau)
Yes!she can talk to anyone with her on going nonsense xD

2009-07-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

2009-07-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

haha GUESS WHAT!?
it is TWELVE TWENTY AM NOW!
haha
actually i was lying on my bed but couldn't sleep haha
not tired at all.although i had oral and evening class etcetc
and reached home at 10.20pm hahah but
i'm still so awake!haha so decided to come online haha
tell me i'm POWER hahah! ok randoms~~!!

SCHOOL <3

2009-07-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

i'm so enjoying life as a student (:
from what i hear from those working adults,
life isn't that nice compared to being s student haha
Students got holidays which last for months, student meals, and many more
advantages that working adults don't enjoy (:
can't imagine the days when i'm going out in this society to work
haha i would be complaining and comparing i guess hahaha!
no nono that would be pure aunite hahaah,
but nevermind what ever it is, life goes on (:
You must learn how to adept and accept (:
ok yeah today school was great
stayed back for eveing class !
Mr cheng, Ms khai, mr tan and mr chan was there in the class (:
couldn't stand mr cheng hahah he is liike the
STRICT-EST teacher/person ever on earth,
we were nore allowed to talk to your friends in the room haha you can only
clear doubts with the teachers there like OMG
why so serious la it is evening class which is self study, therefore
not that strict haha it's somewhat like taking exams lol.
laura and i couldn't stand it haha so we quickly did that worksheet leehockjoo
gave and went out haha went to Miss khai room which is like
10 times better!hhaha the malays boy were there studying too (:
so we joined them and also headed for dinner at Kfc (:
They're so nice to hang out with (;
super hilirious jordan,hakiim firdus,akbarjan and laura (:
ok yeah
had my chinese oral today as well
I was the LAST la hahah started at 2pm + but i ended at 4.25pm
power eh !waited and stoned for so long hahaha
it was alright i guess 1-2 words i read wrongly but the conversation was alright
hahaha thankfully the topic is about compeitions (:
i talk about netball haha
i'm always talking about netball being my hobby being my cca and ambition haha
I SHALL BE A P.E TEACHER/NETBALL COACH next time hahah!
be like mdm foong!SO COOL AND CUTE! hahaha CC!!! = cool and cute = COLLEEN CHUA!
wootswoots!
in conclusion, COllEEN CHUA = COOL AND CUTE! ha!
okok puipui!
yup ta ta~that's all folks (:
I WANT MR STRONG KEYCHAIN!!!

2009-07-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

school has been alright for me (:
actually,i enjoy going to school everyday (:
previous week wasn't quite pleasant haha
cos i was sick and there were 4 tests ): but (:
i'm so glad that my ss test got 18/20 for the northen ireland one
haha at least i know without peeking! haha
but i wonder How people can score 19/20 for a humanities subject haha
teacher bias?or is he/she the author of the problem haha
lol anyway, yeah i think memorising is getting harder now haha
Humans remedial was quite fun (:
nash spamming nonsense on the screen haha what
ms khai we love you and all haha ok maybe not
nonsense haha cos the class really love her (majority) xD
people even love her till TAKING PICTURE OF
HER WHILE SHE IS TEACHING hahah
and even taking of her ,BUTTTTTT
hahah!ok she was like OMG DELETE THAT when she saw the picture
hahaha see hoe prevertic can LAURA WONG be xDDD
tsktsk,lol ok shall end here
I'M looking forward to friday's evening class
(: and NETBALL TRAINING although i'm not training hhahaha
but HUIZHEN!i can see HUIZHEN! (:
ok BYE

sick!

2009-07-21T10:03:00.002+08:00

I'm sick!):
My temperature was 37.9'c yesterday morning.
Everyone(or most) was like 'Eeee' H1n1 Haha like i'm some freak like that.
i do not know why i fall sick argh.
my throat is dying as well.
Cough is ok but sore throat isn't ok!
imagine hurting ur throat everytime you eat or drink.
Practically,everything that goes into your mouth ,your throat
will be damn painful ):
I am having headache as well argh.
But i still stayed in school yesterday (:
But today i wasn't able to go ):
morever,today got test and chemistry lesson!!And P.E!
woah suck man,I was s READY to go school but temp was
38.5'c which left me with no choice but to stay home!
hais,,,,i dun like missing school cause you will have many things to catch up
esp when prelim is coming!
ARGH
some kind soul would buy me sore throat medicine!
water is my bestfriend now!-.-
been drinking water and peeing alot!opps!haha,
yeah shall end here!

QYQYQYQYQYQY~

2009-07-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

2009-07-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hey!heyheyhey sounds like calling QINYI!(heiheiheihei) xD
she will kill me if she reads that haha.
Ok yeah!
this week has been alright so far (:
Although it is only tuesday i think this week will be better than last week
cos This week will be stronger than last Weak -.-
ok yeah
Yesterday i went for a MOVIE with SEE TOH QINYI! (;
I has been DECADES ever since i went out alone with her!ohman!
We watched ice age 3! It is like 3-D version haha you know what?
it is like my first time watching 3D's movie!
but what disappoints me is that there isn't much action/movement.
the advertisement be4 the movie had more 3D's effect than thw show itself.
yep wasn't very nice movie but quite funny at some parts yup (:
Today school was alright too (:
Lessons were fine
I like Physics lesson cause suannze is my buddy!haha she's hilirious la!
ok yeah and pc period was Fun (:
The ne quiz haha I'M junior BUILDER!haha in support of SUPER JUNIOR
haha that germaine and laura must have been cheating!
they got SENIOR BUILDER haha liping and me = NORMAL honest student
haha they shall be adnormal to me lol.
ok yeah and TMRW ENGLISH ORAL
I'M LIKE EXTREMELY NERVOUS YOU KNOW!
What's more, i'm the first one!first to be tested which means first to DIE!
oh man who can help me!!argh!!
I'm scared that i will fail eng! ): My english is horrendous!argh
my chinese isn't better haha yup and
I shall stop blogging~
I'M LIKE GETTING FATTER AND NOT FITTER! AGRH!
I WANT TO EXECERISE!

2009-07-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

Alright, i shall stop facebooking haha i mean Pause facebooking

haha and entertain my blog awhile haha.

so that my blog readers (if any) will be entertained!haha

this is my 522 post!I shall stop blogging when it meets 23 000 000 post!

haha i wonder when...lol anyway

Yeah,School has been fine so far,but you know what?

i wonder when temp taking execerise will stop haha.

I want assembly!!!!I can see PEOPLE during assembly haha..

rather than going to form teacher's class like isolating yourself? -.-

ok no link...eh..but i still prefer having assemblies ha,

and my eyes is killing me this days ):

It is damn red after wearing contacts to sleep twice but thankfully

i'm not blind!!ok imagine,if i'm blind?haha

many people will cry la!hahaha eh 'touch wood'

wood says ;' Don't molest me!' =.=

ok yaya

lets talk about sch,

eheheh kinda of disappointed with my maths paper 1 results

haha

i got only 46/80 ....i mean it is still a passed but

i mean

maybe my standard isn't and shouldn't be high in the first place...

aiya....niao lei..

i dunno why so low also...?nvm.nvm.

i think i should start mugging from now onwards but is it

hard.Sometimes,I dunno how do i get good results like how i did during prelim1.

haiz...i'm afraid of english oral next wed );

Oh my i can't post about happy things ..

shall stop here...

suck.

slack.

why is life so complicated?

First day of school.

2009-06-29T17:37:00.002+08:00

Yep,today is my first day of school .
Not that it is my first day going to school but yea
After june holidays haha .=.=
anyway Yeah it was alright i guess.
Lesson be4 recess is like A TOTAL BOREDOM.
Every time i enter the classroom,My
body and eyes feels so tired but everytime
the lesson ends between the intervals like
walking to another classroom,I dun feel tired at all.
Haha weird isn't but i don't know why too haha.
this is call Desperate for holidays Symptoms!
yeah and I got no idea why but i'm starting to dislike
my form teacher but If i'm a malay student i think i will like her alot
or even love her hahah!!
anyway Yeah
chinese lesson was fun (:
Minghao was damn funny .
because mrs chang didn't want to write the words on the board and she write dot dot dot like: .... than keep calling us to 'xie xie xie'haha than minghao ssay
'lao shi ni hua fu ar?tou bu zhi dao ni xie she me'
damn hilirious!haha
yup and ART (:
I'm going to finish that big piece of CANVAS!argh!
it is taking YEARS to finish it la!Terrible!
yeah that's all folks!

Samsung AYG challenge!

2009-06-22T19:38:00.003+08:00

Hey there!It has been long since i've blogged (:
Anyway Holidays pass like Super fast and
i wonder why school days are super Long and when you're
having fun and enjoying,the time seems to double it speed.
Oh well Life!YOU CAN ONLY ACCEPT.or Run away.
Yeah anyway let's talk about HAPPY stuff!SAMSUNG AYG CHALLENGE- BEACH NETBALL !<3>

STAYOVER! [:

2009-06-22T18:42:00.001+08:00

STAYOVER WAS A BOMB!
Thanks Jinchi for the place!
Stayed over at jinchi's house last thursday which is why
i skipped remedials on friday!(:
It feels so good not going school!:X
yup Thurday night was the most memorable one.
ARCADE Can be VERY Fun with people like
Yihui,Jingwen,Eugene,Jinchi,Yuzi!
Ok everywhere everything we do can be fun and meaninful
with them around (:
My basketball shot highscore ; 223 haha!
Not bad eh!Hahaha yup and Bowling etcetc (:
I can bowl STRAIGHT!like finally not gutter ball anymore haha!
yup and practically that stayover was like LAN Gaming session
we played computer for more that 8+ hours throughtout the night
as the movie was SCREWED haha,but nevermind,
Jinchi should thank us for warming up his 3 coms!
yeahyeah and Thank god for everything (:

2009-06-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder,
What if In ur life,There is a friend you gradually came
to know and both of you spend most of your time together .
Both of you are in the same church and are as close as
Kolar and Tree.But isn't PERFECT AND WONDERFUL if
god has place a friend in ur primary school in ur secondary school and church
or maybe A FRIEND THAT WILL ACCOMPANY YOU ALL UR LIFE
until you're married.Than you wouldn't have to worry that you do not have
close friends in schools or anywhere because
the person that god has planned for you are fated and She wants to be ur
friend no matter how lousy you are.
Ok i do not know what am i talking about.

I really feel bad after that thing happened ,I have come to realised how LOUSY i can be as a friend to her or in fact everyone that is my friend,I do not know how to talk and what to do in order
to improve the relationship.I feel that there's always this barrier in the middle that
i can't move it away.Sometimes,i tried to shift it but the opposite side seems to be passive.
I really dunno what to do.
I really think friends mean alot to me,I can't live without friends.
Sometimes, if you're can live without friends and not think too much abt 'friend' would be better.
I don't know how to react everytime i see her.):

2009-06-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hello!I'm enjoying Holidays these few days!(:
There's really up and really down thing happened to me.
(: and ); or ((((((: and ))))):
Haha you know what i meant?
Yeah sad things i shan't say ......
Happy thing is that I'M going EAST COAST park tmrw
with PEIRCE NETBALLERS! (:
excited for it(: and today,
i went to yau's house with cheryl ho (:
Yau can prepare sandwiches !It is so DELICIOUS!
you will never forget the taste of that first bite for ..(few hrs!)
Haha no very long because you will get ultra full and bloated after
that hahah but I LIKE THE SANDWICHES!
after than went to art remedial
I'm glad i started painting but slowly!):
Haha but at least it isn't ugly at all haha cos MS ONG HELPED
HAHA ms ong is the best teacher man she's so HELPFUL
to all art students (SEC4) haha
anyway yeah I 'M LOOKING FORWARD TO BEACH NETBALL.
MOVIE WITH HUIZHEN ELISA ETC....ETC....
Practice was alright(:
Thanks god that i'm aren't THAT stress like i thought i will be and
thankfully i can still play every beat although i will slow down here and there
plus my fills in are so WEIRD hahah but
THANKS GOD THAT I'M RELAXED and not SO tensed up like be4 (:
ok yeah shall end here (:
Extracted from coach's blog

Never take relationships for granted. dont blame others for how they treat you. instead, ask why. there's always a reason for every treatment you get. Disappointments never fail to make you realise more. and cheer up to emo-y people around! :D what's life without all these twists and turns!

2009-06-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

2009-06-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

After so long, I shall come back to post once again! (:
June has just started (:
This june holiday is like totally different from past years june holidays.
I,secondary 4 student,be it na /express are expected to go back sch for
lessons etc etc haha.
But i guess it is alright as you can learn and do something.
This week i'm having art remedial EVERYDAY!like urgh!
hahah everyday 3hr + you will suffocate and die off man!Haha
but nvm ms ong is cool!Haha
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CANVAS TO BE COMPLETED!(:
i got the rough idea already (:
Hopefully i can paint well and not destroy the whole thing. (:
Yesterday was GREAT.
Training in the morning ((:
I LOVE TRAININGS!haha can excerise!
but the main thing is coach! Hahaha
after trng went Pizza hut with Laura and CHUAHUIZHEN!
Back to sch for art remedial ..basketball with church frens(:
and went to kallang to watch netball game.with ELISA fiona,Candi!(:
ELISA YOU'RE SO CUTE! xD like me.But ur cousin is cuter!!haha
HUIZHEN!I SHALL CONFESS MY LOVE FOR YOU HERE!HAHAHA!ILY!
lol.Mr bob sucks!(My coach's coach the Bui bui one.)
Anyway,I completed math paper 1 and 2 from bishan park sec
but got few questions that i had diffculties shall ask mr lee hock joo
someday.
I have no motivation to have self study ):
Someone help me!and I WANT A NEW PHONE/MP3
my phone is dead.cann't scann memory card which means i got no songs to listen to .
bloody hell.
My dad don't bother .Bloody.
ok i shall end here!
Tmrw, Art remedial, Help out ?Lunch?WITH MRS YAU!

2009-05-28T14:57:00.001+08:00

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2009-05-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

SEMAKAU-LANDFILL

2009-05-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

This week has been great so far yeah.
Monday, School as usual but what's so special is that
Whole Class(except pawanji) didn't do Maths homework and end up being
dumped outside the classroom with that Unreasonable Mr Cheng :x
hahaha but well isn't 4A3 So united!?Hahah all nv do work haha
Mr lee say he was disappointed with some people like colleen laura etc..
A....Eh.. I was liike i dun even know got homework hahaha
Oh wells,it is over (: haha
and MONDAY HAD TRAINING!
Candi , jocelyn and laua is 100% slacker!Haha
we practically just played a fool there and not training la haha
I WANT TO TRAIN like seriously!Hahah but no accompany ))):
SO ya...but nevermind i get to SEE COACH!CHUA HUIZHEN!<33
HAHAHAH i sound so ''Despo''
nvm,yeah
Tuesday didn;t attend sch as i woke up @ 7 am++ than
lazy to rush xD so i went SUN TANNING -Alone ):
But nvm i still love the sun.(:
Hotter better ahahhahahahaahahaha
Today was great (:
Learning journey was great ,I LOVE THE WIND!
SITTING ON THE BOAT,You can feel the breeze of the wind hitting smoothy onto ur face and
it feels like freedom is unto you (:
Ok tmrw getting back report book.=.=
Dunno if there's trng tmrw but i guess fiona sim will accompany me to train!!
FIONA!<3 haha
Pictures!

randomss

2009-05-21T18:52:00.001+08:00

2009-05-21T18:38:00.003+08:00

School has been fine for me (:
I enjoyed being a student!Haha.
Went Pizza Hut With Laura Germaine and SHUEY!
Wosh it was my first time going out with my
2 year class mates hahaha.
ok we confirmed our sa1 results.
My eng : 55
Chinese:66
Maths :75
Art:85
Science : 81
Combined humanities : 76
Kinda of cool results yeah Hahaha But
well 'N' level i doubt i will get this kinda of grades though.
I remembered PC lesson, we did target setting.Mine target is :
Eng; 65
chinese ; a1
maths :a2
art : a2
comb humans : a2
science ; a2
Haha but like kinda of impossible as in like the more you want get high marks,
it seems to be harder.Hais..
I'm worried for my ENGLISH and ART i suck at these subject.Art,i'm losing confident ):
Ok shall end here!!!!!

2009-05-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

I'm currently Slacking all day long xD
I watched movie today with them (:
UNIVITED is NOT INVITED BY ME!
Haha it's a horror movie which doesn't scare you
cause it is PG haha i should watch nc16 ((:
Ok i shall go play facebook games and still Games!
BYE